Blows

The last three years of my life have not been easy; in fact, just like practically every one else who has been laid off, they've been extremely difficult.

I just want to know why I can't seem to get a little break. Things seem to be going fine for a few days, and then Wham! I get hit with something else again. The blows never seem to stop coming. I would like to feel some joy again, some contentment again. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever know those feeling ever again.